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So i thought
In her head: Remember, if it hurts, its probably worth it.
Tuesday, February 02, 2010, 9:12 AM
Tired

I'm in that state whereby i'm not even sure what to do now. I'm so confused and tired. Im getting very unhealthy nowadays. I'm starting to feel horrible and eating less. Lossing weight drastically. Feeling unwell and getting more stress. I'm starting to think the unthinkable. I hate it.
Everyone is like:
"You have the power to make the decision"
"Do what you is best for you"
"Doesn't mean people see it the other way, it doesn't means its good or either bad"

Sounds somehow kinda easy huh? Maybe? But i know that one thing for sure that life is never easy. Someone told me that taking responsibility is a priviledge. Why? Cause thats makes you a stronger and much confident person.

Sigh..i really don't know what to do. Sometimes, when you feel you are on the right path, getting better and all already, people say "Hey! that's a nono!"

Howwww laaaaaaaa....

Thursday, January 28, 2010, 12:33 PM
I never thought love could be this complicated. I thought when i found it, i could hold on to it tightly and let is be a never ending happiness.

We had our ups and down but no matter what, there is one thing in our heart which says "i love you". This 3 words could always melts my heart and would make my frown to a smile.

Hugs could always cure my sadnesss and frustration that i had to go through. You will always be there to lend me a shoulder to cry on. When i kept talking about the problems which i had to go through, you would just give me a warm teddy bear hug and say, "Stop crying ok?? Don't worry, im here. We can go through this together."
Then i smile.

Stop crying.

My smile came back to me.
You would sacrifice so much for me even though i have little to give. Sometimes, we both find it unfair. I hate it when i have so little to give. I will always try to find a way to repay back to him.
I can't believe i waited patiently for someone and finally, its you who is my first. And i'm glad that you are. I'm hoping for the best for both of us. I could only hope and pray that things would be better and let fate take us where it want us to be..
Happy anniversary baby. I love you. :)

Friday, January 22, 2010, 10:51 PM



I love happy moments.
:)

Thursday, January 21, 2010, 3:24 PM

I just can't close my eyes and make it go away.

Monday, January 18, 2010, 1:13 PM



























Thursday, January 14, 2010, 3:13 PM
I can't forget you when you're gone
You're like a song
That goes around in my head

Tuesday, January 05, 2010, 2:50 PM
Put on your gear

I gotta find my brain cells for accounting. Gotta squeeze these little cells tomorrow and gonna be doing alot of accounting tomorrow, i suppose. The word accounting could just make my legs wobbles! I don't even know why am i an accounting student before also. shheeesh.

Wish me luck! :)